I’ll never be able to fully forgive myself for staying with (t) for so long. I know it was his fault, but by staying I put myself through hell. I blame myself.
He made me think everything was my fault, and sometimes I wonder if that’s why I still can’t move forward. I still blame myself for what he did to me.
I’m happy I chose to leave, and now I have someone who actually loves me, but wow I don’t know how I’ll ever heal from that.