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Jessie, 19, Ohio.



I would give absolutely anything to see you one more time. Today I drove past the gas station we pulled over at where you passed away in my arms, and I got a flashback of you looking at me one last time and taking your last breath. It absolutely killed me. I can’t say I miss you enough times, because as many times as I say it, it will never measure up to the feeling of needing you here. You were the most loyal friend I could have asked for. I can’t stop crying. I just want you here with us. All I can say is that I’m so happy you aren’t hurting anymore; because I would never want that for you. I just wish you could have stayed healthy and lived the last few years of your life. We didn’t know you’d be leaving us so soon, and it breaks my heart. I love you Boomer, I can’t wait to see you again.



8 months ago at 12:34am with 11 notes | #personalposts

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